Uma carta de 30/10/2025

Dear Fabio,

I hope you're doing good. The current Fabio is anxious. What is the future holding... 

Did I get into Northwestern? Have I seen Lorde? Am I still dating 'him'? What do I think about Paris? How was Portugal? Are you stressed about work? Am I genuinely happy? Is 'Vadia' doing better-have I served as a good friend for her? Do I feel socially accepted by the others surrounding me? Am I still applying to colleges? Is my relationship with my mother better? 

What scares me the most is that by the time I read this, I will have an answer to all of these questions-and I'm DYING for them. I hope that I realize that, by the time I reply to this, I've finally learned my lesson on being patient in life.

Well, I'd rather live than overflow this text with my emotions at the moment. 

I'm proud of you, Fabio.