Uma carta de 08/12/2025

Hi! I had my last English class of the year today,  and my homework is to send a future letter to myself, but I think this idea is so fun that I also wanted to send a letter to you. Well, it is arriscado, because the future is uncertain, I know. but I love you, I know that I will always love you and I need to practice my english. This text probably has many mistakes, and that's why I am still shy to speak in English with you, but how you will read this months later, for me it's ok. 

Two days ago was your birthday, and it was a really nice day. After we drove to curitiba, had lunch at Imperial, got a pudim, took a sleep in the afternoon, ate the cake, sang happy birthday, and you with you brother and your friend say bye bye, me and your mother and grandmother talked for a time about anything and about our favorite topic: you. 

They are proud of you and miss you a lot. I told them that you are a good roommate, and they said that you are always lovely, helpful and positive. Your mom said that misses your loud sounds in the house, music, laugh, voice.. And I realized I'm going to feel the same when you go to Spain. The purpose of the Letter Future is to tell how things are today and how you expected them to be, so now that the first one is ok, lets go to the second. 

I have difficulty imagining the future, there are so many possibilities… And we need to choose only one? I don't want to just deixar a onda levar, and I see you don’t either. I enjoy our life now. We see that this place is temporary, and it's obvious that things always change, but my intuition (or anxiety) tells me that our life will change entirely. 

So, I hope that when you read this, we will be abroad, or you'll have already traveled abroad, or you’ll be about to travel. I hope I’ll be close to graduating, you’ll be loving your job, you’ll be riding a bike, I’ll be stronger from the gym, and that we’ll be learning Spanish too. I hope the cats will be with us, that I’ll be doing something artistic, and that logo mais we’ll get noivos (sem pressao..). 

Damn, I tried to be breve, but I really enjoy writing cartinhas. Our recent fight for example, was about how it is important to me, while for you it’s not so much. And It is because 1) I am tagarela. 2) I want to leave clear that I LOVE YOU. I understand that it is not your love language, its ok, even I promise myself  that I won't write letters anymore on special dates… (Did you repair it?).  But especially now I feel in my heart that I needed to do it because after writing my letter for  myself, reflecting about the next year and imagining the future, meio do nada when you came into the office talk to me, I was avassalada by a feeling of pure love for you and I started cry. aiai how hard it is to be me. Have a good day/nigh!!

kiss kiss gabi